I don't know if guys are dumbos or idiots.  After doing what he did, he expects me to be 'oh it's k' that attitude after trying to make amends by picking me up and going out.  Called me ice queen and expected me to respond to I luv u thing.  Sorry not happening.  Whatever you said I'm piss and cannot be taken back. Just reach home.  Played my part so now going to sleep

To be or not to be, that is the question in mind now for most of us.  It  was really torturing to go out with someone today.  So big already still can't look after herself.  Anyway I bought my new year stuff and all, so yup I'm like done with shopping for the next few months.  Shopping sucks sometimes especially with someone you don't really like. Seriously its like torture esp when u're nt feeling well

Can death resolve anything? Maybe that's why my best buddy Kenneth left the world quietly. I am already trying my best and maybe my best is not good enough for anything. I feel like a failure in all things now, like my world crumbling down in front of my eyes. Leaving now I guess won't resolve anything but cause more hurt to others but really it's hard to take it in at times, maybe I need time out now for awhile.