Its been like sometime since I last put up a blog.  Its been along and tedious nursing journey and I've really met a lot of great nurses who were actually there for me.  The clinical instructor and preceptors were superb.  I really learnt a lot during my attachment.  Attachment can be fun if you want it to.  My advice to those who are going for attachment, don't take it as a punishment but try to enjoy and gain knowledge, you would really benefit more. I'm tired now so guess will update more tomorrow.  Nights bloggie

School has really been busy.  with 3 projects n test  exams all in 8 weeks.  Not as easy as people think cause now they higher the standard to poly style.  I'm trying to adopt the best that I can attitude but its bit difficult as I'm unwell.  Have to pay attention in class tomorrow no matter what

I am so far wow with school.  A lot of work and still have revision studies which I am still finding time to do so.  Its hard but thankgod I still have the supportive side of family and friends which is really important to continue in this course and of course u need lots of strength and will to do so.  My time table this term is so much better than the last few terms.  The teachers are alright.  They tend to make learning more interesting.

Well I have like 2 quotes which I picked up these few days from the lecturer(s) in school which I find to be meaningful.  I hope you will too

Quote 1 :

You can get angry but don't sin.

Quote 2 :

Your body is your house, how you maintain your body is your choice.

Random Thoughts

I was like contemplating on setting up a new blog page for loads of my life experience stuff but I kinda of decided to stay with this blog.  Thankfully my hubby bought this new lappy for me otherwise I wouldn't be able to write or go on blog now.  My life experience as from a layman to a nursing student has been very interesting and of course there would be a lot of ups n downs which I try to avoid or make do.  Met a lot of new acquaintance and lots of different type of patients that really give us a lot of encouragement and make our days seem more hopeful that we are able to help patients recover although of course there are deaths but like my dad has said before death cannot be avoided.  I'll be starting on a new journey of nursing soon which is next week. I hope to be able to excel in my studies as well as learn as much as I can to help patients.  I'm hopeful that the patients that I have met so far will recover n lead a normal n fruitful life.  I've learnt to treasure what I have more now and try my very best not too take things for granted.  I'm grateful to having parents, sisters, child, my hubby, my step-grandma and my dog Alfie for giving me the full support and encouragement to go on this tedious yet interesting and wonderful journey to make my life more fruitful.  My advice to others who feel that they are not capable or doubt their own ability to study further at an older age and to pursue a career that will enable hem to have a more stable and fruitful life is to be strong and determine to go ahead even if people put you down by words or actions.  If you have the determination, you will be successful in whatever you do although sometimes things might not work out the way it should.  

Mother's day

This year we had a good mother's day. Yesterday was with friends n today with parents

Pretty orchids experience

Pretty  orchids. Found them somewhere in Orchard Road earlier in somemersot 313 the restaurant but found the actual shop that sold it which was in the other building.  Wow costly also.  It cost liks$85 and 1 stalk by itself costs like $25.   Guess it's cause it's full grown  and made easier to grow.  It cannot be exposed to the sun  and well water only once a week.  Once the flowers are totally full bloom,  cut off the stalk and well it actually  takes a good few months to grow back.  Something new I learn today

I'm a lucky gal in this life cause I have friends  that  understand  what happens  in my life and help  me out whenever  I need help.  Also that I  have  a  gal that can think and well quite mature for her age about lots of things.  At least she's not demanding for stuff and willing to wait patiently. I wouldn't be so worried when I enter CP cause I know that she will  be helping me with the house.  From yesterday also Alfie  is sick,  he's  still constipated slightly,  but at least he's eating now.  I hope all of them will  get well soon. 

Yesterday my  mom  and  me went to meet my  aunt Shirley at Bedok  interchange for lunch.  It was a good one. I cooked dinner cause my mom was tired.  Eggplant  was the first time that I had cooked it and well  it was not that bad,  still eatable. Doreen  is so  irritating,  just cause I never answer her sister,  she kept sending me stupid  stuff.  Lol y would I not be alright.  At least no matter  what,  we still have food on the table and won't  starveike how she does to her family.  I.'m about to cook  lunch

Just got home from the hospital around 10.30pm.  My gal the fever  did  not  subside and well  I got worried  cause of the dengue fever cases that have been happening around my house area  and my block.   The doctor said that test could only be done after the fourth day.  That's  when the virus is positive I  the blood test.   As for  my hubby,  his grandma pass away  officially  today and can tell he's upset  it but like I told him we're already financial tight how to go back ad moreover my gal is sick. I think I will continue tomorrow writing my blog  which serves as a diary for me.

Bright and shiny morning

Today seems likes a reat morning.  Will be going to my hubby workplace to bring him food  but still like wondering if I should help my aunt.  Should I lie bring her out to Eat even if its a plate of noodles?   Let's  not stress  out over  this. 

Great day at the beach with my lovely classmates and closest friends

Although had trouble finding the place today and well  weather  conditions were  pretty crazy.    One minute rain,  one minute shine.   Was really happy to see my friends enjoy themselves alot.   Food was more than enough and we split the remainder among ourselves.   I wonder what it will be like in 3 months time.  Same class  but different  course.   Ermmm gonna miss  them.   I hope Shaiful has learnt his lesson to take care of his eyes. All the best to them in CP.

How irresponsible a parent can be

How irresponsible this parents can be.  Never mind that she fed the children Maggie noodles  today, she can go to the husband's  company dinner without even preparing dinner leaving her children hungry.   Not the first time this has happened.........  What a parent rite? 

So glad that it's the holidays already.   It was a tiring time for school  somewhat.   Ever had the work with like people  who are so lazy to even do the PROJECTS?   Somewhat we do experience this I guess.   Hope that bitch won't be in oncology  course cause if not die again.  I chose oncology as my specialized subject and I hope that I will be able to cope.  This time round the examinations were pretty tough.   Luckily I read up on epilepsy  discharge advice,  I could at least do some of the questions.   Wonder how am I ever going to be able to travel,  my dog is so attach to me.   My hubby thought of bringing me and my gal to KL for 3 days and 2 nights to see the grandma.   Alfie is tame now and well like a baby,  loves to be hug and stroke.  Life is getting better for.

Dinner at sakura

Yesterday had dinner with my friend's parents and family cause it was her sister's 12th birthday.  We went to downtowneast  Sakura for dinner and well variety of food was great.  we had lots if fun and well ate a lot too. Tired nw.Moody abit. Hv no idea y

I don't know if guys are dumbos or idiots.  After doing what he did, he expects me to be 'oh it's k' that attitude after trying to make amends by picking me up and going out.  Called me ice queen and expected me to respond to I luv u thing.  Sorry not happening.  Whatever you said I'm piss and cannot be taken back. Just reach home.  Played my part so now going to sleep

To be or not to be, that is the question in mind now for most of us.  It  was really torturing to go out with someone today.  So big already still can't look after herself.  Anyway I bought my new year stuff and all, so yup I'm like done with shopping for the next few months.  Shopping sucks sometimes especially with someone you don't really like. Seriously its like torture esp when u're nt feeling well

Can death resolve anything? Maybe that's why my best buddy Kenneth left the world quietly. I am already trying my best and maybe my best is not good enough for anything. I feel like a failure in all things now, like my world crumbling down in front of my eyes. Leaving now I guess won't resolve anything but cause more hurt to others but really it's hard to take it in at times, maybe I need time out now for awhile.

Guess everyone would have in someway or the other gone through whatI am going through now.  One minute I see the money and next is like poof gone. My mom like owe alot of people so yea I would have to help out and its what I want to do for her also.  She's been there for me no matter what I have donegood or bad.  I guess without her encouragement I guess I would not be here today in this course. I have to pay for stuff and all. Well at least I'm able to settle my bills now without much to worry about and like concentrate on school, may not be able to buy my uniform or shoes this month though.  Have to get to bed now cause early morning got to go settle my stuff like the bills.

I'm sorry to a friend that I might have made her awkward and think that I don't like her but she's the type that people feel irritated with. She's like seriously slow to understand things and my classmates and me did specify things on a paper but she still like made the grave mistake. We are basically running out of time and our test all round the corner and she's like takig it so easy.  We have to hand in both projects on the 7th week. I hope we can makeit in time