Being a mom, a student and a wife can really be hectic & confusing at times.  Its all about time management and seriously I suck at it. Alot of thoughts did start to run through my mind yesterday while I was asleep.  I'm just grateful for what I have now in life. Parents that love & care for me,  a husband that loves & tries his best to provide for me & my child, last of all my sweet child who is still in the midst of growing up.  I just want her to enjoy her childhood while she's young. Enjoyed myself at the Ngee Ann Poly that day for the eco-conference whereI get to be doing it with my classmates who can be fun & serious at times.  Ahmad lost his handphone which is sad cause its only 2 months od & well during the exam period he lost his spectacles.  He's a really nice guy & actually would make the perfect boyfriend.  Ouch really got to like start my revision before I enter CP.  Seriously got to get back to studies.  Holidays like make you really tired.  Actually comparing my situation to my friend's situation, its like worlds apart.  Her situation is she has to bear all the cost except for the electrical bills with just $800/- per month with 2 teenagers and well does practically everything herself.  When I look at different situations from different aspects, I realise I am actually a very lucky girl.  Oh yea last of all, also my family are my pets, my dog & my hamster.  Just be grateful for what you have now and not be greedy for other stuff.